Saturday, December 23, 2006

southern sloth













morning in the delta.
i just woke up in a new subdivision on an old soybean field in a sand/clay-layered section of the kudzu south. hardwood deciduous bottom lands. nothing new to this story. mom moved 15 miles further east away from the city and has a new car for weekly ventures to the clothing stores and the grocery. the cops are always watching out here, trying to keep it safe for money to move out this way, almost an hour from the crumbling 3rd-world city these sprawling suburbs create. crime is up in the delta.

this is my favorite time of year in the south. the mosquitoes and wasps are gone, moccasins and copperheads asleep. walking through the woods is alot easier; the underbrush is all dead. the colors are gorgeous. tufts of dead grass highlight the golds, browns, greys of the sky and earth. exactly how las pampas will look if i walk south for 6 months past 100 degrees of latitude.

the loosahatchie river runs toward town about 5 miles north of here. saw a new subdivision on the wolf river's floodplain yesterday while driving to my grandmother's house. lawsuits will fly within a year or 2 when they start getting flooded out. somebody's getting paid big bucks to give the ok on these permits. and the corp of engineers probably wont update their floodplain maps for another 20 years....

Friday, December 15, 2006

cross

might go to providence this weekend for cyclocross nationals. puke-fest. i would never do a cross race but it is fun to watch...probably shouldn't say never but come on. mud, cold, jumping on/off bike, running with bike? knees can no longer take that kind of impact anyway.

went to nationals. fun enough. pics came out kinda fuzzy...











i like this one of georgia gould.



























chad representin d-go.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

babies,













duggar family aint got shit on me. can you say SINGLE-PARENT-HOME BEEEOOOOOTCH

Thursday, December 7, 2006

nettie moore













lordy lord. i think i'd probably be locked up right now if it weren't for the gym. as boring as it can be, i have access to 4 within walking distance from the house. most near harvard square. havn't gotten too into the swimming though. that used to be a daily thing for me, just dont seem fun no more... lot of time on the bike, trying to strengthen right knee with some light weights. i took katt williams' advice and listened to lil jon while on the bike. fun. got some new pearlizumi knee warmers. i look like a right idiot walking around the house in cut-off jeans and those stickin out. dressed 4 success.

if i gained nothing else from my time spent in new england, at least i met john malkovich. and he thinks this is an awful town too. driving to graceland in a week. gran has me committed to 2 days of cooking at her house. she's gonna put 5 pounds on me over the holiday. bringing back 2 iron skillets, skateboard, waders. hope to catch up with some old buds. its the last time i'll see that town, prolly till next xmas. can't say i'm too depressed about that....

if i were drivin down solo i'd stop in wv and see if i could talk sue haywood into hangin out for a drink. lookin forward to checkin out the offroad to athens dvd. yummy

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

honduras

looking down on copan, honduras






















freddy







































near the town of tela

Monday, December 4, 2006

ellen willis, 1941-2006


SUPERSENSITIVE: in the habit of hearing insult and bigotry where none is intended; Jews are traditionally the worst offenders, being inclined to take constructive criticism like "Pale-faced Jew-boy, I wish you were dead" as evidence of anti-Semitism.
-ellen willis




holy chro-moly!!

















had a date a few nights ago. the first since last summer. thought i'd make an effort, put myself out there... i'm really not a good sport. or maybe i just don't like the sport of dating. i'm not a recreation-oriented person. i don't want a good-time buddy. i want a real partner. i want someone to read to me. draw me corny pictures. save newspaper articles for me to read. buy me an eclair or a bavarian cream. a best friend. i want a copy of myself!!! yes its narcissistic. at least i'll own it.

so after being in this town since july, i actually asked someone out. i got lured into the excitement of a real date. hung out twice, then immediately got sideclocked in an email!! well i tried.

i saw the fountain last night at the theater. if a movie can save your life, this is the one. after getting dumped by someone i had never even kissed, i was feeling a bit fragile. i got teary a couple times on the drive over, the early night was coming on fast. i knew i needed to hit the seat and get distracted before i lost the ability to walk through a crowd without tears streaming down my paling new england face.

hugh jackman couldn't have been a better pick. well, maybe i should say nobody could have played this role better. and no computer imagery to enhance the visuals. all organic. so glad i caught this one on the big screen.