seldom seen

seems like forever since i've been out of this house. its got the feel of our youth in it lately. spending so much time with melissa, emily. a treasure i'll have forever. growing up, it was just us 3- mom her and i. something warming about the combination.

rain.

sweetest holly! (want to see you again soon)
how funny. 1993 was the last time i'd seen or talked to her. same sweet girl. whoa!!!
the walls we build inside us and around us over time...
can't wait for xmas. see all the family. there will be a ton of kids this year. last year was the first year i wasn't in mtown for xmas. i want xmas music all the way home. cheese!!


need to get on the selling train and lighten the load a little more. had a throw-out party last weekend. felt good. the new built to spill album is solid. 'you in reverse'. guitar aint kiddin. watched the townes van zandt documentary again today. his melancholy reminds me of grandaddy. the few songs i remember of his were the same brand of heartache.

it was cold. i waited. i got drunk. i wrote it all down. i saw the lights of the city start to twinkle. coyotes howled from across the canyon. the wind stopped hours ago. i woke up and made coffee. i walked back down again. how many times can i want the same thing? i find it wherever i go.